Thursday, January 30, 2014

I don't want anything.
I don't care about anything anymore.

Just let me indulge in drama series. That's all the happiness I'll get. That's all I want right now.

Seriously.

I don't give a shit about things like if other people treat me like an insignificant passing part of their lives.
So what? Who cares?
I don't.

I don't need to be anyone or anything in anybody's life.

I've learnt to be contented like this. So screw everyone.



Thursday, January 16, 2014

You know what's wrong with friendly people?
Nothing.

But me, plenty.

I'm not liking how some people are friendly. It seems almost fake anyone would be genuinely interested in being friendly with me. Or talk to me. Or entertain me.

Once in a while, when I'm in the mood, I'd reciprocate or even more 'miraculously', BE friendly on my own accord.

I mean, that used to be more frequent when I was younger. But now I'm just like, blah, I don't need to be warm and pleasant, and no, leave me alone, stranger, we were living well being strangers so let's just stay status quo.

Some friendly people have the knack of ranting on and on about nothing. I'm not usually interested, and I spare no decency to hide that. Unless I had to.

How?
How does react to a friendly person when one is feeling like this



You can't. You just can't do it in a 'heartfelt' manner. Heh


So here I am once again, stranded alone in a place full of people. And I'm pleasant, just as I am.
I'm not happy. I'm not sad. I'm just feeling it's pleasant that people ignore me. And I like that.

It's just so rare to meet with people you have an instant connection with.

Saturday, January 04, 2014

So I saw this tutorial video by bubzbeauty. And I'm like WHY SHE SO PRETTY?!

and I tried out the tutorial myself.

This is gonna be unsightly but iz like, people have already seen me without make up so whatever man.

So I sent the pics below to Robs and he was like, the right image nicer. The hair. And I'm like what?! U no see the make up?!

Then he sent me his selfie in the bus. Which... He needs make up to contour his face. Hhahahahah!

So people who say they prefer girls without make up need to check their eyes.


NO MAKE UP. AT ALL.


MAKE UP. AND HAIR. I MEAN, I CURLED MY HAIR.




RIGHT?!?!