Sunday, October 31, 2004

When will God Forgive?

Just came home from church. Phew. The preacher delivered a great message. As Always. This time, was Brother Jerry Holmes, he's flying bk think.. tmr? i forgot. Anyways, he was talkin bout When Does God Forgive.

I think it's stereotypical of ppl to think HE forgives all the time. Yes, he is Merciful, benevelont and all, but guess that's just the way it is. So, when does HE forgive?
He will NOT forgive when U do not forgive others.
Like, frm Matthew 6:14, says here -
For if we forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.
From here, it's crystal clear.
Here's an example. Matthew 18:23-234. It's pretty long. So if u have a bible, u may refer to it.

AHA! u do not have one rite? Nvm. Let me just write it as a short story though it's not exactly what the bible says but.. ok, put it this way, I AM giving an example.

There was a certain King of a tiny kingdom far far away. One day, this king realised that one of his servants owed him a great deal of money. It was about 10 million. This servant (let's name him Alex), was called to meet the King.
The King asked Alex to pay his debt. Alex had no money to pay him of coz. The king was furious, he bellowed, "Alex! It's 10 million we're lookin at! I demand payment, else i'll have u, your wife, your children and all that you possess, TO BE SOLD! Not that all these are worth what you owe me!"
Poor Alex was shivering with fright, i bet he wud've peed in his pants if not for the fiery eyes of the king staring rite at him.
Alex fell rite b4 the king, "Lord, have mercy on me! Give me time, and i will pay you."
The king, took a look at his servant's pathetic expression, his heart softened. So he let Alex off the hook.
Days later, this Alex, was grabbing a fellowservant by the neck, shouting, "Pay me the 18 Bucks u owed me! It's been days! Where is the money?"
But the poor servant had not enough money to pay Alex, so he answered, "Please, give me time, i will pay you all that i owe you."
Seeing that he would not get his money bk soon, Alex had this fellowservant locked up in the cell, and wud only be released till he got bk his 18 bucks.
Now, wasnt that horrid of Alex?
The other servant's knew of what Alex had done, they went to the King and related it to him. The king couldn't believe his ears. He called for the loathful servant, and said to him, "You wicked, no-good, horrible... freaking.. THING! How dare you! I took pity on you, and spared you. Shouldn't you do as what i've done unto your fellowservant? It's a meagre amount relatively compared to what you owed me!"
At this, the king commanded Alex to be locked up in the cell till he pays his debt.

See, we should all have a forgiving heart. It's always nice to forgive. Would u want to be forgiven of what u'd done wrong unto others? Certainly. And others will also like u to forgive them of what they had done wrong unto you. So, if we forgive others, God will also forgive us of our sins. Simple.

The Lord will not forgive, if you'll not confess ur faults, and repent of them. Say, if u do not confess ur faults, it's almost as if u do not sin. And that is total crap. And since it is so, u're a liar. And if u're a liar, the WORD is not in us. (1 John 1:9-10)
If u do not repent of ur sins, u'll be sinning over and over agn, and U will not be forgiven, eventually u'll PerisH. (Luke 13:3, Acts 3:19)

Anyways, the Lord Will forgive you. No matter how awful you sin may be, he will forgive, if u'll do ur part to "earn" his forgiveness. (Isaiah 1:16-19)


Isaiah 1:18- .... Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.


Thursday, October 21, 2004

Back! Had my last exam paper. Freakin tired. Just briefly describe the day. After paper, went to Suntec with Amanda, Geraldine, Valarie, Shufang, Rebecca, Ricky, Benjamin, Peter, Roy, Desmond, Kenrick and Sucan. Supposedly to watch a movie, but ended up going for lunch at sakae sushi. Walking around suntec is terrible. Fighting the urge to buy things.. especially chocolates. Oh well, in the end, i bought a coat at Echo of nature. It's really nice. price is also "nice". But it's worth it. Bah~ that's why i bought it. But Amanda bought the exact same one! nah.. not really.. she took the large sized one(more material, but same price, NOT FAIR!!) and valarie bought this super nice white knitted top at Fond Hugs. It looks great on u VAL!(Phee-u-weet).
I wanted to buy a few things from there too, they had tops and skirts and PANTS! the pants were nice, but i guess i'd better not buy any more pants. I hadn't buy any tops coz all they had there were halter tops and Spaghettis. Anyways, all the better. Save money! =) Valarie saw this bag, and she wud have bought it if she had enuff money on her. Hey, girls, wanna chip in money and get that bag for Val on her birthday?
After the shopping, we went for movies. After the movie we went home. The train was super crowded. Amanda alighted at Chinese garden, then me at Lakeside, leavin Gdine in the train. Of coz, i had to walk home.. etc etc etc.. and im having a brain freeze coz it's freakin cold. and i'm gettin anaemic..
till i get enuff Red blood cells.. see ya

I fought it!!

Whee~~ i did it!! i fought the urge!! I had NO CHOCOLATES for a day already!!! maybe my diet is getting back to normal! whee~~ so glad. I woke up in the morning and went to Mcdonalds, bought the Hotcakes meal. Totally full.. and for the rest of the day i lived on fruits.. namely, BANANAS. SO sweet and it's YELLOW. hehex. I totally laid off chocolates. Partly coz i erm.. coz i ran outta chocos. and i guess ive spent to much on chocos for the past few days. Yep. So i DID IT!!! whee~~ I think im recovering from the addiction. hehex. But of coz, i faced some withdrawal symptoms. Ugh..Like... i had to take a nap this afternoon coz i simply had no chocolates -_-. Besides that, nothing seemed to go into my head when i did revisions. Also, it's 4 am already and i think im not gonna sleep. Other than that.. my acnes are back to haunt me. UGH.. not another facial please!!!
oh well, better get bk to my reinforcement works. Muahaha. Good day!
I wish and hope it'll rain. I wish and hope i'll pass my modules. i wish and hope i'll have chocolates all year round.. for new year's day, for birthday, for valentine's day, for Christmas, for Children's day, for Halloween's day. Cool.. these special days give rise to opportunities for u ppl to gimme chocolates. SO.. GIMME CHOCOLATES.. GIMME CHOCOLATEs.. GimmE!! GIMME!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Nothing that u eat is safe

Nothing that u eat is safe! I just watched CSI. There were two cases. For one of the cases, the man who died.. was suspected of being murdered, by drinking a drink which was spiked with eye drops. After the investigations, it was concluded that the man died of having Chocolates.. YES! He died coz he ate too much chocolates. UGH!!!!!!!!
Now what do i do? i hope the exams will be over soon then maybe i wun be a choco-addict anymore.. Haish.. alrite.. bk to cell biology.

Monday, October 18, 2004

Afrermath of Organic Biochemistry Paper

KareeN Lee is a goner.. i bet she's gonna fail her OBC paper. She can only pray with all her might that she'll pass that paper. Hope she will. Let's pray for her.
Kareen has been having this unusual appetite. She doesnt want any decent meals. All she wants is CHOCOLATES. I'm worried for her. This shudnt go on any further. Amanda commented that if she continues to have chocos for lunch and dinner.. she'll suffer from constipation. coz she aint got fibres nor minerals in her diet. KareeN is now sitting in front of her PC, downloading lecture notes from MeL. But to no avail. What's keeping her from breaking into ScreAms? A big bar of Toblerone. =) im glad she's enjoyin it. But it's her dinner.. along with a HErshey cookies and cream bar.. and a Hazel nut Choco bar.. she really does have a weird diet.. i guess it's the EXAMS. yes.. the exams. i saw her eating some M&Ms which she had with her during the OBC paper just now. The M&Ms put her at ease somehow.. she was kinda flustered and shivering. So she wear a thick wollen sweater. She was kinda caught in a web. RAckin her brains. Poor thing.. she just cudnt figure the answer out. Hope she'll pass the paper. Let's pray for her.
Kareen is feeling better already. She's pretty relieved at the moment. The chocolates saved her day.





Well... actually.. no.. hmm.. her caring friends did it. not the chocolates(though the chocos played a big part). She's grateful to all her kind and loving friends. So she wants to thank Amanda (for her encouragin postcard), Valarie (for smsing her in the wee hours of the morning to tell her that Ricky and her will pray for Kareen), Rebecca and Geraldine (for re-assurin her tat she'll pass(let's hope she will.), Benjamin(for tellin her she got the exam dates wrong), Rafael, Zhuan, May Fern, Beloved Caiping, Poh Siew... and many more. She really appreciates u guys.

She's gonna watch Josh HartNett on Pearl Harbour now. and i bet she's gonna proceed to eating the Hersheys choco bar. Let's pray for all the kids having exams. the A and O level students.. as well as poly students. Have a good day.

Confessions of an addict

I'm Freakin' sad and Freakin' Mad,
prior to those sleepless nights i Had,
i Did revisions as I lied on Bed,
Nutin' seemed to get in my head!

I studied Hard but Not at all smart,
I haven't an idea how it'll all work out.
I'm Wearin' nutin on my Face, 'Cept a Pout,
it's There 2 Stay till i Figure how it'd come about.

I'm Cravin' MORE for chocolates,
i yearn for one but it's up to Fate.
Day & Night My desires are For,
Sweet, Mouth-Waterin' Chocolates.

Lord Help ME, Help Me Please,
For I'm Turnin' into a Choco-Addict!

Sunday, October 17, 2004

I'm a total idiot!

I should start by addressing Kareen as Idiot. This idiot thought she had cell biology paper tomorrow. And this idiot.. happily started on her revisions on cell biology, thinking she'll study Organic chem only after tomorrow.
What's with this idiot? Tomorrow's paper is Organic chemistry!! that
's why!!!!
argh! if i hadnt asked benjamin to send me the cell bio lectures, which i failed to download from mel.. i'll still be studying cell bio without knowing that tmr's paper is OBC!!!
argh! having said that.. im gonna rush OBC..totally unprepared.. and im gonna die a terrible death tmr.
God bless this idiot...

Friday, October 15, 2004

End Of StUdy BreAk

HEya.. it's me again. no doubt.. it's me!
Just had my Physiological systems paper. Wasnt a tough one. but i wun say im gonna do well. as far as i can predict. im gonna pass! (i'd better)

Ooh.. one down.. two more to go! Another boring day of coz.. (as usual)
hmm.. i had like six Choco bars this morning. Nono.. make that seven. And then i ate another box of choco and strawberry cookies. muahahaha! and im Grrr... im like.. 52 kg now!!! ugh....
some of my clothes dun even fit anymore!!! :'(

Partly my mommy's fault. She'll buy us late suppers.. and then she'll bring us out for dinner every week and we'll have much food. ArghX.. i've gotta stop eating as much as i had before! Im totally aware that my metabollic weight has gone dwn. Looking at the amount of food i eat.. ugh.. i'll grow obese in no time.

Alrite.. so the term has ended! Whee~~ lotsa programmes coming up. There's the NP-Strings Music Camp. i forgot the dates.. oh.. drats.. i forgot the dates. But anywyas, one thing i do remember, is that it's after the exams. hmm.. after that, i'll most likely go for the chalet.. the one Wanwei is organising. Missed u guys so much!

Oh well.. it's time for me to watch the tv! Good day! :)

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

How Can i Keep From Singing?

How can I keep from singing?

My life goes on in endless song
Above earth’s lamentations
I hear the real, though far-off hymn
That hails a new creation.

Through all the tumult and the strife
I hear its music ringing,
It sounds an echo in my soul.
How can I keep from singing?

When tyrants tremble in their fear
And hear their death knell ringing,
When friends rejoice both far and near
How can I keep from singing?

In prison cell and dungeon vile
Our thoughts to them are winging,
When friends by shame and undefiled
How can I keep from singing?