When everything dissipates to nothingness....

What does nothingness devolve into?

I feel like bits and pieces of me are being split asunder and drifting away into space...

And I'm being reduced to nothing.

Do I search for them again?

Do I not?

Have I the strength to carry my weight? 

No... Wait...  i haven't anymore.

The spirit of nothingness grows bigger than ever. Heh.

I meet a lot of people. I don't care if they treat me as nothing. I don't give a shit. If I never mattered to you before, I don't see why I should ever matter to you.

I'm acquainted with many; I don't care if they don't know me anymore. I do not seek to occupy the tiniest bit in their hearts or minds. Perhaps they weren't exactly etched in mine either.

I love many... But my heart has dissolved. My soul no longer is mine.

Anything I do from this point is pretty much pivotal I suppose...