You know what's wrong with friendly people?
Nothing.

But me, plenty.

I'm not liking how some people are friendly. It seems almost fake anyone would be genuinely interested in being friendly with me. Or talk to me. Or entertain me.

Once in a while, when I'm in the mood, I'd reciprocate or even more 'miraculously', BE friendly on my own accord.

I mean, that used to be more frequent when I was younger. But now I'm just like, blah, I don't need to be warm and pleasant, and no, leave me alone, stranger, we were living well being strangers so let's just stay status quo.

Some friendly people have the knack of ranting on and on about nothing. I'm not usually interested, and I spare no decency to hide that. Unless I had to.

How?
How does react to a friendly person when one is feeling like this

You can't. You just can't do it in a 'heartfelt' manner. Heh


So here I am once again, stranded alone in a place full of people. And I'm pleasant, just as I am.
I'm not happy. I'm not sad. I'm just feeling it's pleasant that people ignore me. And I like that.

It's just so rare to meet with people you have an instant connection with.