The Awakening

Just another one of my interrupted sleep problem- waking up in the wee hours of the night.

Just felt the need to write though.

Going on Facebook, seeing pictures of wedding photos, new homes, people going on holidays, people getting engaged, status updates of yadda yadda...

Well, what do I know? I was only contented in my room, hiding from the heat and haze, preserving my wretched sore throat from getting worst.

Envy

Social media has a rude way of inciting that.

As much as I am somewhat happy for some of these people who are actually my friends, I think I love myself too much to want to be happy for myself FIRST.

Having to dread a new work week with impending load of work; then seeing all these pictures....

Now that, is a rude awakening.

Ignorance is bliss.

Repeat.