It's there to stay.

I skipped school today. No Thanks to Crimson River.

If only certain parts of the body can be "uninstalled" when u don't need 'em, and then "install" 'em back when u do. Like softwares in your computer.

I've to endure this inevitable excurciating pain every month and I tell myself "It's gonna be over in a day or two. Bear with it." Oh, but no. The nagging pain eats u from the inside. From the uterus to the brain. And then it comes out in scowls, ugly tantrums and of course, buh-lood.

In all honesty. If given the choice, I'd rather be a male.

The male gender has all the priorities. ALmost, at least! Many may beg to differ, but I'm telling you. We all know it's true.

First off, no menstruation. The average life span of a female (human) is 83. Males, a few years short, probably say, 78. So, a girl starts menstruating at the age of 13 on average, and gets menopause at let's say, 50. The crimson river comes every month, that's 12 times a year.
SO that's... 37 x 12 = 444. That took me like 2 min. With the help of a calculator.

444! Not to mention all the pregnant thing, mood swings, acne outbreaks, frequent food cravings (Esp carbs and just about anything fattening). yadayadayada.

They say, a woman's prime is when she's abt 21-30. And the men, 30-45. Men get more attractive as they get older, but everything about a woman goes downhill from like 30 onwards. That's really just a gauge, there are many ways to argue about what "they say". But let's face it, it's the painful veracity when u're talking about the physical aspects.

"Women get all the perks. All they have to do is bat an eyelid, flirt for a bit and things will go easy for them."
Aye, only works for like 20% for the whole women population who look gorgeous, or are able to strut around in a hot bod. But not applicable after they reach a certain age.

For a man, it's different. If the man is "ugly", he'll still get his girl as long as he's got either of these -- money, persistence, very thick skin or a real heart.

Women are sentimental creatures by nature. As long as they feel moved, they'll fall for it.

Women are mostly either side-lined or at disadvantage. Times are different now. YEA. There's all this talk about equality and liberty and all. Feminists have proven that women can be strong as well. Thing is, it's always a known fact that women are the weaker sex. You dare say no? I get feministic sometimes too. THe only difference is, I just know men are more prevalent in society. How many prime minsiters or presidents u know are female? Pilots? Engineers? Preachers? Chefs? Etc etc.

Granted, women are good at certain things. But we're always behind the men. And we cant change that. WE just cant.
Maybe i'm being ostensible here. Heck, aren't we all?

Bottom line is...

For now, I wish I were not female.


Bloody crimson river. !@$%^&*(



Oh, and the ever elusive Yaofeng had finally arranged a date with Gdine and I to meet his Girlfriend (of whom, the name I do not know). Heh.