2008. Came and gone. I rmb on the 31st Dec 2007-- Torn between 3 parties to attend, I turned up for none. Spent my last hours counting down online with 5 gd frens from 4/4.
We had a pact. Meng broke it just months before. I don't know what to make of it, but am sure happy for him.
I'd my share of fun and games. A lil more than I ought to though.
Wasn't entirely pleasant but Hokkaido made up for it, by miles if I may add!
As some might have already known, time is fleeting! If I've said it once, I've said it a thousand times (in my head at least).
As much as I feel not having accomplished much in the spiritual, mental, physical (heck. just whatever aspects of me humbly-low-enough life) depts, All's not lost for there were lessons learnt and things put into perspectives as they should've been.
# Being "in the IN" is out for me. Why bother? If it encompasses having to compromise with your values and beliefs even the slightest... it's just not worth it.
# There are times when one is feeling sad and alone... it's inevitable, but in actual fact... reach out and He'll be there for you, have faith and He'll give you strength. You're never alone for He's omnipresent- He feels and He heals.
# My mom is awesome. As always. Even when she tells me off for the little-lest things that isn't quite my fault. Moms are moms...
# I saw someone the other day. How should I react? What should I do? I couldn't decide. I've thought about for so long and still, I've no conclusion. It'll come to me one day- Forgiveness. Lord I pray that it will, before it's too late.
# I get confused when it comes to certain people whom I thought were friends. I thought I knew, but sometimes, things just turn out quite the opposite... When I tell the truth, I lose a friend. When I choose to hide the truth, I lose myself. No way I'd entertain the latter, because I'm who I am, and if that bothers you...then I can't do anything to change that, can I?
"Once bitten, twice shy." That's what they say. "Third's a charm." So they've added. I've past the third mark and it's no charm at all... so I should think that's bollocks.
# If you can't decide... let God decide!
# Everyone's entitled to their own opinions. I do welcome friendly arguments... but to force one's perspective on others.... not so cool with that. (I'm guilty of that too. I know!)
# If I start babbling things which don't quite connect. I have to be stopped. Because, in all honestly, I really don't know what's going on. I just babble on about things I don't quite understand myself!
# New year's resolutions are pretty much outta reach without the determination in the likeness of... imagine: me trying to get a chocolate truffle hanging down from the highest of heavens. I'm just gonna do my best and let God take charge.
# There are things that are there, but not quite there. You'll just have to learn to give and take, and hopefully, God will bring you there till the end. It's His will and not yours alone!
I know it's a lil cryptic here but it applies to everything! Really!
# I am bad at dieting and keeping to a fitness regime. TOTALLY.
# I'm a freaking glutton. And God's punished me by killing my appetite in the recent. Budden... I'm still not able to wear half of my wardrobe... *whines* (to infinity and beyond)
# My orthodontist won't like me. Coz I've refused to put on me rubber bands despite stern reminders! I was suppose to have my braces off like... OCT 2008.
Now I know why it took Daniel 5 years for his treatment!!!
# I kinda like my braces. It's teeth accessory! Next colour... RED for the CNY!
# Lastly... nobody's given me cheese to go with my WHINE. Will you give me cheese to go with my whine? If you do, you're a sweetie pie. If you don't... good on you! Because I dun like cheese. HEH. (this is the part where I should stop.)
Happy New year me loves. May you have a fruitful year ahead!
1 Cor 16:14- Let all that you do be done in Love.
P.S- You know I love you!
Xo xo

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