Havent been myself lately. Haven been, for a very long time.

I do realise that I've upset many. 2 years ago, I lost myself. 2 years later, I'm still revelling in this state, truth be told- I know not who I am. I surprise myself sometimes and it freaks me out. There's this monster I've carelessly given access to, now dwelling inside of me.

I'm regretfully sorry if I've upset any of you. I'll try to make things right, let me make it up to you.


Love hurts. That's just the way it is. He loves me, I know. I'm ashamed of my sinful soul. I've hurt Him thru and thru again, yet unrequited love he gave.

For a while I'd lost faith in Fairy tales.

I'll continue my walk with God, He'll make things right. We'll find a better me, and live happily ever after.

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." - Mother Theresa

I can see where she got her inspiration from.


I shall start anew. Was lost, but now am found.