"How have you been?"
"What're you doing?"
"Been busy?"

Alright. Here it is-

I'm laden with much work, everything's up to my eye sockets.

Tonight, there was a sudden influx of things, a MOUNTAIN load, to edit, re-edit, write out and blardy bla.
Not just tonight. For the many days that were over, and for the many days to come.

Why do I even bother to feel so shitty like I do.

Quit asking how I am already. Quit acting like you care. Or if you do, save it.
Honestly, I don't have a care for whatever.
I don't care if anyone cares at all anymore.

I'm feeling shitty. There you have it.
If you feel that you are the one who possess the power of taking that away, you may do so if you please.
Then again, I might not be appreciative. So save that too. Here's a wonderful suggestion. Why don't all of you just leave me be until after February. Perhaps there'd be no need for questions like "How are you?", "Been busy?", "Things aren't well?".
I'm sick of answering that.
Till after February...