1030 hours.
I'm sitting outside NP co-op at block 80. Alone.

Ben's late again. I wonder if he's having diarrhea or if Spotty peed on him.

I was reading SeaN's blog and found myself nodding and laughin in agreement at his latest post.

I hate CYC. We're meetin him to discuss about our experiments.

I feeel so messed up, inside out.

I'm gonna sign up to do voluntary work. After my medical condition gets a lil more settled.
Ruiqi and Dominic have told me about it.
I've always wanted to do sumtin, instead of wasting my life away. I'm past 19. I dun wanna reach adulthood knowing that I'd spent the days of my youth doing things that I'll categorize as "shallow".
I've visited to the Red Cross home for the disabled a few times. Done a lil community service here and there. It's never enough though. It's so ostensive. I feel the need to DO SOMETHING! I feel inadequate.

You look around u. U see youngsters having fun, hanging out at the beaches. Dancin and drinkin away at clubs... picking up girls... watching late night movies, going shopping and other worldly recreations.
Tell me, what's your take on that?
I was doing some reflection, and i felt disgusted. Of myself.
I'm guilty of wasting my life away. I've failed to utilise the precious time God's given me. I do not make use of my talent (im sure i have it, but I've yet to discover it though).


Is Anyone up for some community work???