These few days were mere bliss for me. Other than the fact that i was constantly irritated by some galling potential nuisance.

I've been watching alot of tv and movies. The last movie i watched was with Geraldine before she left for PALAWAN (i soooo wanted to go! It's just tooo bad i didnt have enuff time to lose some pounds and be able to be imported there in her luggage.)
Oh yea. The Brothers Grimm. It's hilarious. There's this joke about "the beans".



I know it's not good to be consumed by wordly pleasures... but i've nothing much to do other than hitting the books and gluing my eyes to the tv screen.

And because of the fact that im seriously bored, im re-watching korean drama-"My name is Kim Sam Soon"

Alrite. i'm seriously bored. Blogging about what im watching and re-watching.


I'm wasting my life away.

Oh yea. I went to the library today. After hibernating and feeling musty already, i've decided to have some quality time outside.
Earth sciences seemed interesting. Makes me marvel at the wonders of Lord's creation.
But then again. Screw those scientists who believe in Big Bang theory.
And i believe only dim-witted dykes will ACTUALLY buy this crap!
First there was nothing. Then, because of some EXPLOSION that so happens to occur some billion years ago... Everything has become what it is today.
A likely story to humour a 3 yr-old learning to string words into sentences like "Yes, that's funny."
Let's be serious and give it some thought. From nothing to something so wonderful?
Surely there must be someone of greater superiority that'd created such wonders.

Scientists are smart. For they know that there is a cause to every effect. AND they go on to research and find ways to explain the theory behind it. That i appreciate. I even took exams on it. WOW.

But the Big Bang theory? Bollocks.

I can get a box now, making sure that the particles it contains are given extreme high temperatures and densities.. and billions of years later...

There will be a cataclysimic explosion that will occur and BOOM! A miniature universe will take form. Then there'll be an earth in it(along with the cosmo and all other planets and blaaaa), then the Apes living in it will evolve into homo sapiens, then to humans etc.. then! the pygmy scientists can put their heads together and come up with another variation of the Big Bang theory. It'll also be predominant that the people of the miniature earth will buy that theory.

Hmm..

But then again. (Supposedly it does happen.) The explosion occured because I made sure that there was such-and-such of an environment.

AND... where did the particles come from? Someone must have MADE the particles. Then there's energy.. Since energy cannot be destroyed nor created...So where does the energy come from???

So many questions but i've no answers to them.

Seek and ye shall find.


Botherbotherbother.

I'm seriously thinkin bout my mini universe.
But then again. It'll never happen.



Sometimes i wonder how more stupid can i get. It's not about the Big Bang theory already. It's about me.

Yea. How more stupid can i get? Of all the things that i've done. There aren't many that i'm proud of.

I'm pretty much surrounded by smart people. Adding on to that, nice people are always much nicer than I am.
Where does that leave me?

I'm really quite a mass of garbage depleting earth's source of oxygen and natural resources.

Maybe i shud start on my "Mini-universe project." Make myself useful. Billions of years later, Microscopic apes(relatively compared to us) will start evolving (if Charles Darwin is true to his words) and they will all be grateful to ME.

What are the chances of that?



Another thing about modern technology-
If things are invented to help us communicate better... why is that ppl are attending self-improving courses to learn the basics of communication?
Are we really communicating better with the advances of these gadgets?
Probably... Not.


My mobile phone. Love it and hate it.
Sometimes, when it rings, i'm glad. Sometimes, when it does, i get mad.
Right now, i hope it'll stop ringing.
Another thing about the phone-
Never give your numbers to potential irritants.


Then again... there will be a time whereby you find that you can actually live without using a mobile phone.
Afterall, it won't make any difference since there won't be anyone to call or send messages to you.
You'll only be wasting your money paying your phone service provider. Wasting electricity by charging the batteries.
Risking your life due to the reduction of brain cells.
Wasting your time staring at the phone dreamily, in hope that someone nice will finally ring you up for a little juicy chat. Or someone will have the decency to wish you a good day or night.


AND because i do own a mobile phone. I do think that it'll be delightful that some GOOD friends of mine will actually remember me, and that my number is carefully stored in their very own SIM cards for convenience's sake, they will take just a minute(or much lesser), to key in "Hi Kareen, I've missed you. Hope you are doing fine. Let's go hang out some time. Good day." Search for my number in their phone directories and press "send".
That'll most certainly make my day (though i know those are empty promises coz we're all busy and consumed by our own lives).

And because im not just someone who talks alot. I'm gonna do just that.
What's my phone for if im paying (ok, my mom) for its services monthly...

I believe...
what comes around, goes around.
Do unto others what you want others to do unto you.
To give is better than to receive. (Ha. Yea right.)


I miss Geraldine already.
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EEw.. i think im so not myself these days.