I'm so distressed...

This morning, i woke up with a start and checked on my plants.
A few of them are like dying already. All flaccid and dry. What happened to the water???!

It's not about the water... Maybe the sunlight...
Thing is, I know planting is not my forte. BUT HUMOUR ME please!
Am i such a failure? That even plants- cant speak, cant move, cant feel (maybe) bla..
Alright, at least they don't have the issue of having good moral values and having to digest meatballs.
Whatever!

I'm sick of it.



Mom just came into my room and asked me to cook dinner for brat. GREAT. Just what i need. Thanks mom.
And quit about the "the plants are dying!"
I KNOW IT ALREADY.


One of them (what's-its-name) is infested with some minute, pesky lil pests. Yucks. I'm grossed out. Shudder at the thought of it. And yes, it IS dying.

I was looking at the web in hope to find a really good website on how to SAVE my plants.


Argh. Screw it. Maybe I should just give up and stop killing plants.

Remember my Saintpaulia Ionantha? It didn't even live till a week! Died on me. It's fine by me though, coz it was only a piece of wretched leaf.
Mom just bought me a pot of it. FULL of leaves. Shall wait (im praying) that it will blossom.


Maybe i should go the library and check out the books there.


Maybe i should just exterminate, snip off all the plants and get new ones.
But im pretty broke this hols.

Plants aren't dirt cheap either.
Ugh. Screw the plants. ungrateful, impertinent fools.


I'm having second thoughts about having my own children in the future.
That IS scary.