Lee Seng Hua was my grandfather.
He left us on sunday morning, 14th August, approximately at 0937 hours.

My grandfather had lived to a ripe old age of 83. I do not know if he'd accepted Christ. Sis serene shared with him the gospel whilst he was still bed-ridden but very much, alive. Hope that he's accepted Christ upon hearing the gospel.

My cell phone wasn't on in the morning owing to the church service that was going on.
Relatives started calling in...
We received the news only after service.

Everything's happening so fast.

To think that we were gonna visit on that very afternoon. BUT evidently, he left before that.

Dad has been hospitalized for more than 2 weeks now. Things are looking up for him. At least the nurses told us so. Hopefully they're right about it. If not, he might never walk again.

On the same sunday, the doctor let him out for a few hours to attend the wake of his late father.
He looked awfully sick. He was too weak to even support himself to the wheelchair.
The hatred in me vanished away just by watching him.

Pray that his health will be restored.

I should try to do something about our family. It's MY family. It's not gonna be easy to restore broken relationships. I hope dad will finally come to his senses.

I feel like such an idiot. It's only now that i see the importance of my family-namely, my dad. Isn't it kinda SLOW for us to realise the importance of someone/something when it's gone or when you're on the verge of losing it? That's the nature of Men for you.

Pray that he'll accept Christ, his saviour one day.




Death is certain for all of us. I wasn't very close to my grandfather, i wish i'd spent more time with him, i wish i'd put in more effort in learning hokkien. I nvr did. Boy do i regret. Even as i looked into the coffin with his expired body in it, i couldn't accept that the fact that he's gone. It's difficult. I need time to register that. I could still hear his voice ringing in my head during the ritual the rest were performing just now.



My Lord provides me all the comfort i need. I'd been falling away spiritually from the last two weeks. When all the pressure was weighing me down, instead of seeking God for help, i'd drifted away. That was an extremely stupid thing to do. But it's nvr too late to repent.


The Lord has blessed me with supportive friends. In which im awfully, awfully grateful. At least i didn't feel as alone as i thought i'd be. :)