*Shrugs*

U know, sometimes u face people who are so darn calculative it gets on ur nerves?

I'm not unreasonable. If i'm not doing something right or gd enuff, tell me. I will try to change for the better. N i'll totally appreciate your honesty. Though I might be upset initially but i'll understand tat I should strive to be a better person.

It's quite irritating to have to find out from someone else that so-and-so apparently had a problem with u but had to tell someone else coz he probably wanted to act "more civilized" in front of u.

WTF?
I dun buy that. That's hypocritical and it pisses me off. N of course, it comes across as a backstabbing incident.

But whatever. I'd just rant on and forget abt it and do better the next time round so ther's nothing to pick on.

I just can't stand ppl who are so fake they might as well be plastics.
N becoz this one is calculative...

go figure.

A plastic calculator!

Just as well. coz calculators are mostly plastic.

whatever.

I snapped. Bene's remark was heavily weighed with somewhat snide sarcasm. I didnt appreciate it and made it known.
Great. I snapped at my project grp leader when he's probably already peeved at my constant tardiness during meetings.

I pulled a Kareen on this one. now he's gonna pick on me again. not that it's anything new to say the least.



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Great. I snapped at my mom just now.
Wth.
Over a stupid remote control.




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In any case, it puzzles me that I'm facing two ppl whom i've known and loved all my life, are now verging on being almost strangers to me.
Or perhaps, I'm the one who chose to be the stranger...

Ironic really. To think Bro Eddy's sermon was on FAMILY.


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and it's only the 27th...

Die, BB, DIE!

Week 2 of intensive BB. :(

I iz feelins drained...

Day 4 of hiding from my mom.
Didnt work, coz she "had a talk" with me yesterday again. :(


I iz gettin rather paranoid these days.

I woke up in the middle of ze night at 4am and started worrying about the lock at our main door. I started picturing burglars wearing masks picking at the locks, then creeping into our rooms, holding us at gun point or something.
N I had to go to the kitchen to make sure the stoves are not emitting gas coz I thought I smelt sumtin weird...


I iz sick of BB. Totally.

Unspoken words

You won't have to say anything.
I already know what it is.

For now,
"对不起"
I hope this will suffice coz it's all I can think of.
But pray Lord I'll have the courage to say it to you...



I'm just gonna hide in my room for a little longer...n hope u'll forget about it in the morning.

BAH

OT essay submitted.

BB induced headaches coming my way.

Woe is I.

I can haz fillet o fish tmr.

But... better not.

I can haz chocolate cake tmr.

But must run at least 3km. So maybe not.

I can haz a good time doing BB tmr.

NOT IN A MILLION YEARS.

SHIT! I forgot to charge my batteries. SHIT!


N I'm sick of hearing finding "Mr. Perfect" or "Miss Perfect".
First off, it's already a chore to be able to find someone u will develop romantic feelings for. Nvm about ur feelings being reciprocated.

And. If he/she is the perfect being... Snap outta it. Nobody's perfect. Then again, "perfect" could be relative.

I dunno about u. For me, I think it's more or less your match when there's nothing to pick on. Not that I'm picky.
I ASSURE U. I AM NOT PICKY!
(I know some of u are snickering but really, im not! Right?)

I know of someone who's always in search for the perfect girl. He's obviously not found her. Coz he's so blardy picky. Noone's ever gd enuff for him.
U'd think he's a blardy good catch coz he's taking such a long time to find the perfect girl. But u know what? Maybe the perfect girl wants a perfect guy and he's obviously not appealing to her.

To put it simply. U probably wont have to "be in search" for your "perfect" significant other. Just work on yourself. I'm very sure many will be attracted to u if u've got qualities that they look for in a partner. Heck. Isn't that better? U dont have to look for that "Miss/Mr. perfect", there will be a line of them for u to choose from (Note: some may be defective).


Quit whining and be a nicer person. That's how u start looking without really looking.

Get what I mean?

I've said it before. Mayb u weren't listening.
Perhaps better in words eh.


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Wth. BB textbook damn ex la!
*Whines*


Who's gonna give me chocolates to go with my whine?

Annoyance is spelt as A.R.G.H. and ends with punctuations looking like this- !@#$%^&*!!!!!

BOTHERSOME!

Me iz doingz my OT essay. STILL.

WTH.

I THought I'd be finished by now. But Noooooo... Coz This new coordinator is a freakin SOCIOLOGIST. So he's decided to make the lives of RMIT BUSINESS MANAGEMENT students miserable by implementing SOCIOLOGY point of views.

2 freaking high weightage essays with deadlines so close.

WTH?

Is he daft or is his middle name MEIZADOLT?


ARGH!


I AM effing peeved by his "style of management". I think he wants to make us all pissed so he can work on his SOCIOLOGY assignment titled "What possible outcomes are there when students are effing cheesed off by overload of shitwork.".


Here's one-
I iz gladz. Coz there'z noezz feedback needed for the coordinator of this module. If not I'd definitely ask all my council friends and lecture mates to have his SOCIOLOGICAL ass sent out the window of RMIT BUSINESS SCHOOL.


tsk!

See! Waste 10 min of my precious time.



N I'm so hating those idiots who can't see that my status is BUSY. !@#$%^&*()_



ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ.

phew. That was therapeutic.

A rare entry

或许我的华文不如往年。

“多写， 多讲，多读。”

精通任何语言都得做到这点。

华人不讲华语。这普遍的现象怎么能原谅？

更悲伤的是， 华人看不起华人同胞 （PRC）。

荒谬对吗？(tell me about it)

新加坡人歧视的眼神我见的可多。连学校当中的朋友也不例外。

中文很丢脸吗？

事实简单-- 华人不说华语是件羞耻的事。

(Don't get me started on that fake "I-cant-speak-proper-chinese" accent.)

虽然我的中文不理想，起码讲华语是没问题。 偶尔忘了些字眼，用错词汇。。。 但还算可原谅的程度。可能我已经厌倦和我的妈妈语言的障碍。 要清楚表达的感想我无法在短时间内做到。

辛苦的是我，厌烦的也是我。有些感想， 用不了适当的语言来表达， 原本的意思也一样的被。。。"distorted".

-_-

我的妈妈要我和凯宁（Cans) 分享神的话。用华语。 。。

(obviously, I'm practising now.)

神的话语，已记载了在神经里。祂所赐给我的， 我都牢记在心里。

我相信耶稣基督钉死在十字架， 祂的宝血使我能有永生。

如果我的生命如一本书，我想书页不多，内容幼稚与肤浅，精彩的罕见，邪恶的思想连篇。。。

但故事还没有结束。只要写书的作者 （在神的怜悯下）能够握着笔， 我想接着的内容或许会有理想的改变。

每一本书的结局不同。

但希望结局都是美满的。

"守得云开见月眀"

I think I'm feeling very drained...