Lotsa...

21st June 2007

Timmy's Sweet Sixteen.

Lotsa...
Chocolates today. My favourite. :)
Fun.
Food.
Talkin.
Laughing.
Giggling.
Groaning.
Smacking.
Picture taking.
Hand gestures. Customized.
Open conversations.
Suggestions.
Discussions.
Drooling.

Lotsa Love (with kisses and hugs)-
TO:
Amanda.
Yijia.
(And! Alice-Andrea. Bob-Bernard. Candice-Candy)

LOL

My thoughts for today will be- "Treasure life, and those around u."

Blessed weekend ya'll.

Havent been myself lately. Haven been, for a very long time.

I do realise that I've upset many. 2 years ago, I lost myself. 2 years later, I'm still revelling in this state, truth be told- I know not who I am. I surprise myself sometimes and it freaks me out. There's this monster I've carelessly given access to, now dwelling inside of me.

I'm regretfully sorry if I've upset any of you. I'll try to make things right, let me make it up to you.


Love hurts. That's just the way it is. He loves me, I know. I'm ashamed of my sinful soul. I've hurt Him thru and thru again, yet unrequited love he gave.

For a while I'd lost faith in Fairy tales.

I'll continue my walk with God, He'll make things right. We'll find a better me, and live happily ever after.

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love." - Mother Theresa

I can see where she got her inspiration from.


I shall start anew. Was lost, but now am found.

I was listening to MLTR.

Almost forgot how I used to love them. Like LUuuuurve them.

Here's one of my favourites-

The Actor.

"He takes you out and he takes you up
'cause he can show you so much.

I go to bed and tomorrow again
There's a lot of work to be done.

He gives you gold and
He'll promise you
The whole world will be yours.

I just can tell you I love you so,
Even though my odds are low.

I'm not an actor,
I'm not a star,
And I don't even have my own car
But I'm hoping so much you'll stay,
That you will love me anyway.

The dirty games and the neon shows,
This is the world he knows.

Watching the stars satisfies my soul.
Thinking of him makes me feel so cold.

The fancy cars and the restaurants,
You're just so fond of the man.

Sometimes I wonder if you are blind,
Can't you see, he's got dirt on his mind.

I'm not an actor,
I'm not a star.
And I don’t even have my own car... "


Heh. That girl's just a MATERIAL GIRL.

"Some boys kiss me,
some boys hug me I think they're O.K.

If they don't give me proper credit I just walk away.
They can beg and they can plead
But they can't see the light, that's right.
Cause the boy with the cold hard cash,
Is always Mister Right, 'cause we are

Living in a material world
And I am a material girl.
You know that we are living in a material world
And I am a material girl.

Some boys romance, some boys slow dance.
That's all right with me.
If they can't raise my interest,
then I have to let them be.

Some boys try and some boys lie,
but I don't let them play.
Only boys who save their pennies make my rainy day,
'cause they are

Living in a material world,
Living in a material world

Boys may come and boys may go,
And that's all right you see experience has made me rich
And now they're after me, 'cause everybody's
A material, a material, a material, a material world
Living in a material world..."

A lonesome snail takes a treacherous walk. He sees another, but the road gets ardously unfriendly. There's simply no end to his solitude.

Enjoy.

http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=499337&cache=1

A lazy sunday afternoon.

At home
Alone.
In pain.

Damn.

Just how many other ways are there to start a new week?