THank God we passed the audition!!!

I don't have to get fat!


There will be more than just Shuf, Gdine and I in our grp though.
The comm voted for us! I'm so delighted! Apparently, during the audition, I could feel my heart beating against my cello. Imagine that!
Because I'm a kltuz, i missed one whole chunk of the song. Great.



No complaints now that we're thru. Gdine'd put in so much effort in writing out the score for us. We've spent hours at her hse practicising till midnight almost at least 3 days a week!

I'd like to thank YJ, Vala, Aman, Irene, Sean, Zilin, and all other NPstrings members who'd rooted for us.
I must be feeling alot like the ppl from SUPERBAND rite now.

This is to my Princesses

Was reading Amanda's blog and it triggered a train of thoughts. The SAME train of thoughts.

Geraldine was stuffing me lotsa coca cola, ice cream and stewed 3-layered pork!
She's making me fat even before the auditions!



A song that I think all girls should sing when we're eating chocolates. So that we'll stop eating more. one bar a day is fine though. Chocolate is healthy. I'll tell you why next time.

Someday My Prince will Come

Someday my prince will come
Someday I'll find my love
And how thrilling that moment will be
When the Prince of my dreams comes to me
He'll whisper I love you
And steal a kiss or two
Though he’s far away
I'll find my love someday

Someday when my dreams come true
Someday I'll find my love
Someone to call my own
And I know at the moment we meet
my heart will start skipping the beats
Someday we'll say and do
Things we've been longing to
Though he's far away
I'll find my love someday

Someday when my dreams come true
Someday my prince will come
Someday we'll meet again
And away to his castle we'll go
To be happy forever I know
Someday when spring is here
We'll find our love anew
And the birds will sing and weddingbells will ring
Someday when my dreams come true




This post is dedicated to my Princesses of 3Fo7
To Geraldine, Valarie, Yijia, Amanda and Shufang!

This is a note of assurance to all girls.
Your Prince charming will appear.
I'm sure God will provide.
Right now, i have my Prince of peace.
Still waiting for Prince Charming...
And Amanda, don't worry girl! Your very own Ryan Gosling will come looking for you!

Maybe you can go on the ferris wheel and wait for him to hang along...LOL

I've decided to take charge of MY life.

"Mom, can i get a haircut tmr?"

"NO! It looks just fine! You don't need a haircut! It's not about money. It's just that u dun need it! It looks better this way!"


What?


I cant have a haircut?!


The last time I'd one was 3 mths ago. The next one, if need be, is like NOW.

I know, i know. I can go to my hairdresser first, go home, toss my hair a lil, flaunt my new hairdo, somewhat nonchalantly as i walk past the hall with my mom on the sofa.

But no. I won't do that. Coz her comment will always be "Ur haircut is horrid!"
There u have it. I'd start to feel defensive and all. Not to mention, I'll actually begin to feel that it IS awful.


Besides, I wouldn't want to use my money. I'm saving up for my cello. I hope she won't object to my purchasing of one.


Maybe i should just marry one of the cellist from SSO! Good idea.




Speaking of which, IF we don't get thru the audition (which is NEXT SAT), I'd just DIE.



IF we do not get thru the audition, I'll just eat alot of chocolates till i get so fat i cant wear all my clothes anymore.
And I'll buy summore to share with Gdine and shufang so we can all get fat.


Sounds dumb. But that's what I'm planning to do. Humans always do dumb things.

Just like when some slime-of-a-bf dumps the poor girl, she tries to kill herself. Or when someone calls you fat and u start to barf out whatever that passes thru ur oesophagus thereafter.
Ppl do unhealthy things to their body when they don't feel good.

It's silly. We all know it. Still, we choose to execute plans to ruin our body.

Humans. We all possess a funny thing called brain- The perplexity of which we never can fathom.
It's crazy. I know.

I know that you know that I know almost anything I thought i knew.
The only truth to it is that- I'm not not actually sane.

Sooo...




Hmm... I'm craving for soft cushy soyabeancurd with hot choco fudge on it.

I'm only me.

There's just THIS much i can bear.


The audition is only less than two weeks away,
I still sound like shit. I dun have enough time to practice.


Someone trim my nails and hair for me please. A facial is much needed. I dont even have time for personal grooming.
I look a wreck. AS always.