Sunday, January 29, 2006

A wonderful, blessed Lunar new year to all!

This is the most boring one I had EVER.

Just came home from the River Hongbao thing opposite esplanade at Connaught Drive.
It was sooooo packed i almost died of suffocation back there! Everyone is squeezing past each other.

Most ppl were dressed in their best. Takin in the absolute ambience of the supposedly prosperous new year of the Dog.

I couldn't stop eating. The Flat-egg-rolls are my favourites. And i can put them in my mouth- whole.


I'm so craving for fishballs right now. And chocolates. Do u think they can have fishballs with chocolate fillings? How'd that taste?




Heavenly.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Second week into my oh-s0-irksome cough...

I was so much better just yesterday. BUT i woke up with a lil bit of sore throat. Damn.

Met YJ in school to pass up my math hmwrk. My speech was slurred coz i was trying my best not to hurt my precious throat. Apparently, i couldn't talk much.

We slept on the bus on our way to meet the rest at Bugis for our shopping trip. I'm SO sick of shopping. Arghx. FINALLY Gdine BOUGHT something! I hate to say this GDINE, but the way you shop is just... ARGH!!!

And because of my two beloved buddies- Vala and Gdine, i had the sore throat.

Gdine challenged me to stuff (what do u call that? erm... literally translated from chinese- Egg roll. only thing is that the one we ate was the FLAT one. Shaped like a samosa.) into my mouth. WHOLE.

So then i couldn't do it. And then they challenged me to stuff the whole piece of Prinkles potato chip into my mouth too.

I couldnt do it then, but i just had to! So i practiced at home. Hee. And well.. though not an expert, but i did it! (except for the Prinkles)
Those two sure have big mouths. That figures.


My saintpaulia almost died!!! Close shave. I, being and airhead, forgot to water it. It went all flaccid and on the verge of withering. Thank God it didnt! I'll be devastated if it does! Let's hope the flowers will all bloom by CNY!

Oh my... I think i forgot to take my medicine.

Monday, January 23, 2006

My head feels like it's been inflated with lotsa air. An airhead is writing this.

My brain just shrunk to the size of a pea. OR smaller.

SOmetimes, God is the only one i can depend on. Jesus is the only one i can turn to. They know me. Inside and out. Vertical or horizontal.

Have i not wished that my life was something more special?

Is that what i really want? Special? What's special? anyways? Special because My intestines are twisted? Special because I'm gonna lose my sight?

Special because I can really make a difference. Now can I?


I'm really quite a weakling. So I fell sick. So I've many assignments. So my projects are due soon. But so what?

It's no big deal and I'm kicking a helluva massive fuss about it. I actually felt sorry for myself!
Much to my disgust.


Copying notes from the computer right now. I nd a break. HAve got this really awful feeling tat I'm gonna flunk tmr's CCT.


Boy do i need someone that i can actually SPEAK to right now! Praying helps. But i need SOMEBODY!

You know, friends always say things like "I'll always be here for you."
How true is that? Hmm.. think point.

OOOhhh.. and moms go like "I know you best. U were once in my womb for 9 mths! And look at this big tummy u're staring at right now. U were the cause of it."

My sister says "You can tell me anything!"


I wonder...


It's time like these- wee hours of the night. That ppl stay up in bed, thinkin bout stuffs. Be it the UPS or the DOWNS.
To whom can i share all these feelings to? Verbally. That is. With immediate responses. Someone from EARTH.

I've the answer. And it's- NONE. Don't u have the exact same sentiments? I dunno. I haven found my soul mate...

I cant go barging into my mom's room and start bawling like a baby, sniffing and blowing my nose on her sleeves. She needs to wrk and get her much needed rest.
I cant beg my sister to wake up and listen to me! She's like a dead body when she's asleep.
I cant call anyone. Nobody. Well, actually, I can. But i'll feel bad after that, for disturbing their beauty sleep.

Argh. Everything's just soo messy. I don't know what to think anymore.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

I don't know man. Medicine sucks big time. I hate those.

I wasn't able to go to church this morning. I feel sick to the stomach. And my Ab hurts. Jingonn said that i can have stronger abs if i coughed more. ha! I dont know how true is that, but if i continue coughing like I do, my all my alveolus will start to burst.

No, not antibodies.
My abdomen.

Gotta study CCT and Do math Tutorial. Aquaculture ppt is half-done.


When ppl say "Health is wealth." i so totally know what that means.
My head is like a vortex right now. Argh. I feel like im Floating, like im gonna barf any moment now. I'm a wreck.



All these physical strains had certainly caused serious toil on me mentally and spiritually.
I'm beginning to wonder how I'd react if I'm (God forbid) terminally ill. Will I still be firm in my faith?
I'm already like half-dead with a throat infection and an awfully bad cough.

I'd like to thank all my friends and family who actually cared for me! So so so so sooooo touched... I never knew SOME PEOPLE cared. What a pleasant surprise. =) Thank you guys. It really made my day. From the bottom of my heart, right down to my toes.

I wonder how the first YF of the yr went... Wish I were there. I would have. If i hadn't stayed up all night on the verge of coughing my lungs out.


Pray that I'll be fine REAL soon. Then maybe i can binge on chocolates again. This time, I'll drink plenty of water and herbal tea though.

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ONe bloomed Posted by Picasa

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My lovely plant. Ever. I'm so proud of it! From a dying plant to something so beautiful. It's a pink one! See? i didn't know that it'll be a pink one. I'm beaming with pride. I can't believe i'd saved this dying saintpaulia ionantha.  Posted by Picasa

Friday, January 20, 2006

You know what they say about opportunistic pathogens right?
Perhaps some of you don't. Here's what they are- They're microbes that are capable of causing diseases (or illness if u please), when patients are comprimised in some way.

They attack you when you're vulnerable, susceptible to danger or some sort-A weakened host.

That's what happened to me! And boy am i miserable now.

It started when- Mom bought this huge box full Kit-kat bars. C'mon, i needed a break.
And when Al gave Yj and I a box of chocolates to share.

Excited and a greedy glutton as I was, I took the liberty of eating all of what Al gave me, and some of what Mom had stored in the refrigerator. That's ALOT of chocolates. Yummilicious albeit fattening. But i guess satisfaction at that moment was prior to weight-consciousness.

Did i mention that i totally regretted my ghastly act the next day I woke up?
Oh yes I DID!

I had sore throat the very next day!

I thought I'll be fine after drinking some water. My trusty immune system will take care of it!
Wrong was I. Woe be unto naive me.

The next day, it was sore throat and a cough. Then it got worse. Then it got horrendously painful.

I coughed till my abs started to hurt, my throat was much worse than before, my voice is just... not my voice. My nose starts to get runny. And i cant sleep with all that coughing going on.
Despite all these coughing fit going on, I've got so many assignments due next week! This COUGH had stripped all the energy off me! Drained and fatigued. Worse still, i can't talk much.

LORD HELP.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

I was told that this page is beginning to be a site for cultivating all the moulds and nasty prokaryotes.

Been extremely extremely busy.

I've got MANY assignments at hand.

I frigging failed my immunology common test paper! ARGH!!!

I knew it. I KNEW IT! It was 44! 44! Yuck man. 44.




Dammit. I just hope i can pass my math cct and Immunology RE-test. For now.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Hello!!!
Something to rejoice about!!!
Chang Zilin was baptised!
A new soul was saved today!
Congrats to the Chang family.
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MY Saintpaulia ionantha! It's definitely blooming soon! Posted by Picasa

This is the new haircut. Love the hair, coz i got all the awful frizzy and super dry "HAY" at the bottom snipped off. Love the length. Hate the curls at the bottom. Oh yea.. my shirt says "I (heart) Singapore!"  Posted by Picasa

Yoohoo!!!

I'm feeling ever so light-headed!!!

I had my haircut! FINALLY!

Love it. Just love it.

Was speculating which salon would be best. (affordable price of course).

Ho ho ho.
And then i came upon Sandstorm.
Senior hairstylist- $19.90
Inclusive of Wash and blow dry.
That's like cheaper than my normal hairdresser's price! Considering the fact that they're gonna wash and blow dry my hair.

I had it shorter and much neater. Though i think it'll be messy again...
Gdine was so excited to go back there coz of the cute hairdressers. -.-"
My hairdresser said that my hair condition was great(except for the bottom part). =)


Okies, I'm gonna go catch a movie with my favourite nut.

Good day y'all!