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The Cravings Secret Stash Drop a chocolatey comment SweetNutins Sweetpeas |
Only Chocolatessss will satisfy my endlesss chocolate cravingsss You're most welcomed to satisfy me, You DO know what to do. |
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The Cravings Secret Stash Drop a chocolatey comment SweetNutins Sweetpeas |
Only Chocolatessss will satisfy my endlesss chocolate cravingsss You're most welcomed to satisfy me, You DO know what to do. |
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The Cravings Secret Stash Drop a chocolatey comment SweetNutins Sweetpeas |
|About this confounded soul I AM KAREEN LEE JIANING. A believer. A cynic. A glutton. A sloth. A starry-eyed dreamer. A sucker for fancy words. A fool for sweeties (should you be one at all). =) An Aloof, albeit passionate being. Alright, yep, Ambivalency is part of me. |My wishlist To be with my Father in heaven. To be married to A Chocolatey Prince who loves Ragdolls And ME. To sleep-breathless in a chocolate coffin, till I go six feet under. I wish to swim in Mr Willy Wonka's choco river. |Some Facts About Chocolates From Cacao bean. Categorized- White, dark and Milk. During World War II, soldiers got chocolate candy bars as part of their rations (ARH! I'd join the army if that happens NOW). Contains phenylethylamine, a naturally occurring amino-acid which is considered having aphrodisiacal effects and is even said to be able to "cure" hangovers- Right. makes you feel like you're in LOVE. Alternative to antidepressants. Alleviates pain and encourages a good mood. (Now you know why i crave for them more so when the crimson river flows). Dark chocolate is good for the heart! In Denmark they reason like this: Chokolade is obtained from cocoa beans. Beans are vegetables. Sugar is extracted from sugarcane. Both beans and canes are vegetables, consequently chocolate is a vegetable! |
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The Cravings Secret Stash Drop a chocolatey comment SweetNutins Sweetpeas |
|Confession of the Chocomaniac on Wednesday, June 29, 2005 Schoolwork.Projects.Cramps.Housework.FrigginAcnes. Lord i need strength!!! Nip tuck is nice. watch it. Guess im joining the RRB this friday.. gdine still refuses to accompany me.. Hope it will work.
But i cant help it! I hope u understand. But u nvr will. Not at this moment. I've seen it. I know it. I feel it. But fatigue is creeping on me too! It's not like i don't wanna help. I'm physically, emotionally, mentally, SPIRITUALLY weary. Alrite. So are you. Thing is.. What is SHE doing? Dammit. If SHE is reading this.. i know u are- u'd better play a part. Do ur part. I sooooo wish to say this rite to ur face. Not that i can. But u're definitely doing less than what u shud. GROW UP. Use ur eyes! What's this?! I've had enough of it. QUIT BUGGING ME!!! I want out. Not that it'll ever happen. Then again... u're on the verge of driving me to the brink of insanity. I feel it in my bones. I might just do it. Lord help.
I doubt anyone of a sane mind wud've done it. Nevertheless.. not that i am "right, from the beginning" But im seriously starting to think im rite about it. Hmm.. So.. am i? Rather distressing to see a rather significant number of me good pals facing the same situation. Had been. (will be?) Was it partly my fault? Somehow, it's inevitably disheartening. (SOMETIMES, note the SOME..) When ppl dun listen to what i have to say.. when they get hurt.. when i see and feel a part of what they actually felt.. It's really... cant put a finger to it. but sure feels awful. Oh well... one thing i do believe- The Lord's with u. He will guide u thru. U will seek solace under his arms. I'm here too. Im seeking shelter under his loving arms. Join me! Anytime. Will be praying for u guys. Dwell no longer in what'd gone to pass. *thinks* After so many "good examples of bad examples". I guess my being cynical is right afterall. ^-^ I'm glad i've been sticking to what i believe in. Dun you too?
Stupid renovation workers.. Arghx.. did so much dusting and cleaning mopping and climbing.. Almost fell again. Screw those slow workers. kinda pissed. Working on the ABC presentation. some sorta silly willy kinda PBL thing.. "Naffing about in a tutu"
Freaked me out on my way into the living room.. How immature. im such an airhead i dunno what to do next.. Feelin ever so sleepy these two days. I fell asleep whilst doing my practical!!! Is that stupid or stupid? Was holding test tube 6(i remembered) for siowxian to add the Alkaline phosphotase... Lo and behold! The test tube slipped off my fingers and fell onto the table. Good thing it didnt break.. but the contents spilled out.. That's stupid. Stupidme. clumsyfool. Im super slow.. haven read finish my book! i borrowed a new one though.. Gonna read it again. Off i go~~
Im extrememly disappointed! I cant go to the Family Church camp! I missed last year's. Missed this year's. No doubt, im gonna miss next yr's(if there's gonna be one). Theme for this year's camp. "I'll be There" Literally, im not there. But oh well, i can pray for them. Leon was the only one who skipped three days of school for that. I wonder how he can manage that! I cant.. so here i am. Last four days alone was alrite afterall. Have Geraldine to thank. To my Favourite Nut "Lonely, i was not. Company, you have provided. Talked alot, we did. Laughter, filled the room.(In front of the set of green eyes and my momsssssss.) Hangover from Ba zangs, we had. Dark eye bags, we developed(though mine was already super horrible) Great, it was! So... You, i thank." Whee~ Gdine, Val and i went to TP, bedok reservoir to support NP Dragon boat. The guys won! Led by quite a distance. Their hard work was definitely paid off. Gdine went there to support.. namely, Junwei. Val was there for jiansheng(i bet). No idea why she was trying to hide here and there... kinda hilarious actually. The girls lost. So sad! Kinda disheartening. But nvm, the guys won. We saw lotsa muscular guys there. What a sight. I wish i had muscles like them! >.< Actually, i wish i were stronger, then maybe i wud have joined the Girls DB and they mite have won. heex. I heard some things about some ppl. And i felt that the class is goin into some serious segregation problems... Everything's changing and i dun feel the same. Sumtimes.. when i see a certain someone. Wish i cud just blurt out "Sod off." Bummer.. gotta go do my lab reports. *Naffing about in a tutu"
The prophecy was then fulfilled, long after it was told. God works in wondrous ways. Blessings after blessings He has bestowed. The Prophecy that was fulfilled: Isaiah 53 "1Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the LORD revealed? 2For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him. 3He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not. 4Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. 5But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. 6All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all. 7He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth. 8He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken. 9And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth. 10Yet it pleased the LORD to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the LORD shall prosper in his hand. 11He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities. 12Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors."
Not anymore. Coz Geraldine wants to eat the "Ba-zangs" whatever u call it. Those rice dumplings in the shape of a pyramid. "The ba zang is cold it needs to be heated up. The ba zang is waving to me.. yak yak yak." says GERALDINE. okies. so we're gonna have a long nite. Just the two of us. ^-^
Painpainpainpain. I dunno how or why i got into this mess. But it's definitely sumtin i will never wanna experience again. Back track.. 30th April-Sprained right foot 3rd June- Fell in the kitchen (that's an extremely dopey thing to do) Sprained at the same spot. 4th June- Went to the Chinese Physician. Pain was excruciating. 7th June- Went back to the same Doctor. Pain was doubled. Foot still swollen. Came home alone all the way from marsiling.. Just as i was about to reach home, LO and Behold... raindrops the size of bowling balls came pouring down. Feel like crying man.. Mom and Brat are goin away tmr!!! I cant even walk properly. Climbing up and dwn the stair's a real chore. Renovation works resumes. My house is in an utter mess while my room continues to shrink... *SigH* Gotta go wrap up my precious foot and get rdy for a bath...
Who does she take me for? Sometimes, it makes me wonder. I'm not speaking to her. Not today. Not if i can help it. *zips my mouth* Was it really my fault? Was it simply because ... honestly, i Don't Know. Not a clue. Screw it. I dun wanna know. Tonight, i felt that same stingy feeling again. Just like before. Was suppose to be a great day. But she just had to spoil it. Again... who does she take me for? "I dun need her. I've God." Wishful thinkin on my part. I know it wasn't, and never will never be true. Just a moment of folly. Just expressing some thoughts. She wun be reading this anyways. this feeling will fade away. Positive. Signed. Sealed. Approved.
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