Today was a great blessing despite the excruciating pain im experiencing even as i type this.

Long story..

The CF-ers from all the polys gathered together at east coast today. I got to know many new frens.

The ICs had planned everything well..

I guess the only bad thing was the four casualties gettin hurt. I guess we girls were rather rough.

Mentioning it makes me wanna cry man..
Went to the chinese physician.. He..... T_T


Anyways, i guess it bonded us more. Even with the pain and hassles. It was sumtin i wud wanna experience again. MINUS the fall and pain.. Got a few more scars.. and limping arnd helplessly.. Arghx.

What was really embarrassin was.. Shaun carried me for quite a distance. That was really embarrassing. CAn see that he cudnt handle my weight alone. I must have weighed a ton.. Darren reconfirmed it by almost dropping me on the ground. ouch.



So many things to do this week. i really wish with all my might that i'll get well by wednesday..

I guess tmr's excursion.. gotta give it a miss.

Hai~~

+++Am I of Little FaitH?+++

Am i of little faith?
The Lord has blessed me thru and thru.
Am i of little faith?
In times of trials and tribulations,
I'd turn left, and turn right
not once have i looked straight ahead,
Jesus awaits me,
He guides me along the rugged way.


Many times i feel forsaken.
Am i of little faith?
Not once had He left me.
So why am i of little faith?
He's always there, smiling back at me.
Jesus awaits me,
His hands forever reaching out.
He'll deliver me from tempestuous seas.

The world shall pass away,
His Love endures forever.
I shall not be of little faith.
He will pilot me.
And i will dwell in My Father's house,
For life eternal,
only if my faith is of abundance

BY:The one who's of little faith

Whooo~~

Went swimmin at amanda's today. The rest of the gang turned up later. They were gonna discuss their trip to taiwan. Gdine and i were invited coz everyone else missed us!

Went to swim with aman in the late afternoon. Ouch~~

Had a tan though there wasnt much of a sun. but i came home with sunburn!

yikes.. Apparently... there's a Huge, red, thick stripe across my belly! my neck and face are red and the uneven tan took the shape of my swimwear. ouch ouch ouch~

Headed bk to aman's at bout 2.30pm. we had what aman prepared for us- Yummie Jap curry.

Cudnt actually make out the taste but it was still great.

We watched The Gladiator whilst the rest did what they had to do.. bla bla bla.

Gtg lib tmr again.. hopefully tonite isnt warm. I nd my much needed rest!

Proteinproteinproteinproteinprotein. i guess i hadnt enuff of that! That explains all the lethargy and fatigue! Ah!!!

No wonder!! Stupid me! Eeks..
I wonder what's goin on in my body rite now. definitely not enuff amino acids to go about! EEEKs! Im so screwed..

Didnt actually realise just about how weak my body is.

After finally being able slp yesterday.. bout 4 am, i woke up with a FULL BODY ache!

Hands. Legs. Even my butt! Face! Neck! Shoulders! Head! Almost everywhere.

Feeling ever so sluggish.. Physically fatigued. All i did was do a few rounds at the park and some workouts yesterday!

Even if Wilbur were to ask me out today, i wudnt be in the best of moods to do so.

Not to forget the tiresome weather..

Feel like having ice cream...

The weather is driving me over the brink of sanity! It's so friggin warm! *suffering from oppressive heat.. yikes! I bet it's like 34 degrees out there!

For the past five hours or so, i lay awake. Eyes wide opened. Was reading for a while but my eyes were really tired for anymore reading. So it was-- eyes on ceiling, head empty. Despite trying my bestest to get my much needed rest, i just cudnt.

ArghX.. the agony.


Came online and saw a mail fom rebecca!!! She sent me her pictures taken in turkey and dubai-total of 235! She's stil in dubai though. Kinda miss her. ^-^


Got a feeling im gonna be cranky today. Meeting gdine at the library later. Hope she dun give too many silly comments or i'll be likely to snap at her.
Perhaps, judging by how nice i usually am, i might not do that afterall.


The national anthem will be on soon. Listening to Gold 90.5 Fm.Bryan Hyland was on just now!! Sealed with a kiss.



oh man... as if my eye bags arent dark enuff. *horror

The other day irenes saw my photo in my room. guess i was bout two years old in it. She gave one stupid comment. "Hey, i think i can easily tell that it's u, coz of ur eye bags."

-.-

Anyways, with that proceeding outta her mouth. it's no surprise.
Even though im super nice, she ought to be more tactful with others.

*Ultimate boredom

simple things like sleeping-- i cant do.


i think i dislocated my jaw or sumtin.. cant open my mouth wide! hurts man..
arghX. wretched jaw. Greater distress!

EEEks~ it's past 6... maybe i shud get to the park and do some rounds.

Hope it rains man.. sweltering out there.

Oh yea, u guys shud catch Coach Carter. ^-^ Oops. i hear brat waking up already.

Time to do my rounds.

Oh man.. my legs are killing me.

Was my first day at The Beach HUt.

I just had my bath!!! Cant get to slp now anyways.. And it's like 3 plus... Just reached home..

Ppl there are nice. Got to know Denise, Wanjing, Titan and Steven. And the guys from the band. They sing really well. ^-^


Let's see.. on thurs, the girls(val, gdine, shuf and yijia) came over and i cooked lunch for them. Soup was great! They gave me a really lovely clock from MOLECULE, it's kinda retro and runs mechanically. gotta wind it. Guess it must have been rather ex too. Perfect for my new room. Ticks LOUDLY and the alarm is definitely Alarming. ^-^

Met Hanzhong in the morning too. Gave me this necklace with a rather nice pendant. ^-^

Irenes came too. at bout 8pm, we had dinner and chatted all the way till 11 plus! heex. She gave me this pair of really funny looking earrings. And another "K". This is the 2nd time she gave it to me! i lost the other one anyways. heex. Apparently, jason's sharing the present as well, and he was the idiot who chose the "K". ^-^

Thursday was wonderful.


Had a wonderful time at The Beach Hut. Though there were MANY things to do. But it was no doubt, a good way to kill time, minus the travelling.

oh drats! Blisters on me feet!
hair's about to dry.. guess im off to bed!
Toodloo!

Today was fun. Went out shopping and caught a movie with Vic.

Had a slice of Oreo Cheesy from the Secret Recipe yesterday after dinner with family. It's nice, wud like to know the recipe to that! Din buy a cake. so many leftover cakes at home.. =S Dinner was great too. Other than Brat spoiling the evening by being exceptionally late juz coz she's too absent minded.. it was great!

Got two books! "Stepping Heavenward" from Sis, and "Chicken soup for the Christian Teenage" from dad. Whee~~

Mom's giving me a really expensive gift for me. ( My beautiful new room!) Or maybe, i'll pop by her shop on thursday to get a free facial. Muahaha~

Brat's working on her gift.

Totally appreciate greetings from friends and relatives. Sms-es and calls just kept coming in.. Not that i was irritated.. but there were lotsa radiation involved. Heex. +s

Time flies! Really does! yest, sis was telling me like.. when i was still a baby, she remembered how much i used to puke the milk i had, and how often i drooled. And now im like a few centimetres taller than her. Looked thru photos etc.. I can't believe im Actually Getting OLD!

Thank Lord for all the blessings He'd bestowed upon me. I'll strive my bestest to grow in His grace, Do His will and be a fervent servant. ^-^

Today's Monday Again. I loathe Mondays. Second day of the week.

feeling much better! Whee~ Nose cleared. Cudnt find my medicine. So i just took a funny looking pill with a label at the package that reads "For Flu and headaches"., Guess that'll do fine.

My head felt as if it were to explode! Was constantly sniffing and blowing my nose. Turned red and tissues everywhere around me.


Went to church yesterday. Was really trying my hardest to be attentive to Bro LEe Davis' sermon about Job. Job was one faithful servant of the Lord. We should all learn from him as well. What a nice man. Yesterday was also Sister Sharon's birthday! Oh yea, it was also the spiritual birth of a certain young man. Coz he was baptised! JCOC welcomes a new member, Bro Jingonn. Fren of mine previously worshipping at the IBC. Hope to bring more frens to the JCOC! ^-^

Met up with jessica the other day! Pork was suppose to join us. But that stupid girl. Went out with her Alfie. "Heavy colour light friend". Grrr..


Gonna go out for dinner with Mom, sis and brat. Not sure if dad's coming. Think so.

Im having it again. Damnation.


Kept sneezing.

And trying very hard to sneeze but cant.
Oh man.. Blocked nose.. And it runs every three minutes or so.

My nose is rotting!

Church service tmr. Dunno if i shud skip it. Wud hate to spread the virus around. Isn't fair to anyone. Oh man..

It's running again!!!

Gotta go catch it

Finally!!!

Jess and i are able to meet up~~. Stupid Pork~ No idea what's her problem.
But am lookin foward to meet Jess. Maybe gonna finally see Qing's lil boy!!! cant wait to pinch his cheeks!

Gonna go shopping tmr. Phew~

Went to The Beach Hut today. Denise briefed us on alot of things. Wonder how they're all gonna find place and settle dwn in my teeny brain. The ppl there are really nice. ^-^ Wudnt be a problem working there. I hope~



I think.. Irenes, i shan't raid ur snack bar anymore. Not a good idea. im suffering the consequences. oh man.. gotta shed those flabs or im gona have to change my whoel wardrobe.,
=(

It's Saturday! Meetin crazy woman very soon. =)

changed a new skin. finally

Was scheduled to do some domestic chores today, as well as packing up the stuffs.

Last hrd, this house is no longer ours.

The new house keys be distributed on the 15th, which is, Tomorrow.

Im gonna have to start gettin really busy towards the end of May. NICE indeed... At the same time, school will be starting. ArghX.

June 8th to 12th, mom and skinny brat are joinin the chi congregation for the church camp in Tioman. And im not allowed to go. Guess what, i've to be home alone! Blimey. Home, alone, for five days! In a new environment! Wonder if sis is able to sleepover for that few days. I might be autophobic if im gonna be left alone for that long. Gdine has offered to come over. Hope she can make it.

Was never really intimidated by my current home(or rather, the one im staying in rite now). Rather bright in the afternoon. Like now, i can definitely feel the scorching sun. Weather nowadays is absolutely nuts. No wonder it got many ppl ill.

Last measured my weight, gone dwn by a kilogram. have been stuffing myself with snacks and unnecessary meals in between Meals. Wudnt be surprised if i have on another 2 kgs or so.

Friday is nearing. Hope it goes well.

Happy birthday Wen! so sorry i cudnt complete ur supposed-present on time. Guess i'll get u a new one. ^-^ unless u wanna wait for another year.... hahaha seriously doubt so.

*off to mom's shop

Ughhhh....

For the last time, i do not have PMS!!!

Have just about enuff of his ignorance. Another spoilt rich brat. Im nothing but impressed how he manage to be this... this ignorant!

ArghX.



Oh well, practically slacked the whole day. Cudnt bring myself to start reading on the next book. Got my eyes glued to the tv. Went to church after that. Sis Shan Shan shared the last lesson on 'Sermon on the mount'. Guess we'll be having a quiz or sumtin next week!

*cross my fingers



Oh man.. that brat... she's soooooo...ARGHX!!!

Why do teenagers act like little brats?! ARGHX!!! Good thing im not sharing my room with THIS skinny, roasted teenager. First she doesn't take care of herself, then, she doesn't make it a point to at least TRY to prevent herself from spreading those BACTERIAs that's she's cultivated!


Mom's hogging the tv again. I'm dying to watch the Amazing Race. Rob is such a mean, conceited snob.

Wen's birthday is approaching!! And Jess's is on saturday! Guess i'm giving the birthday celebration a miss. Im too grouchy to be entertaining or be entertained by anyone.

Still lookin foward to Friday. =)

Went to Irenes' hse to visit her today. ^-^

Woke up late though.. but in the end, i wasnt exactly late. i think. Mom made me ate the dunno-what-funny-tasting-pie.


It'd been quite a while. Was glad i met her today though. Raided her snack bar. Muahaha~~

Went to the library after that, met up with Vic and caught miss congeniality. I wonder how Sandra Bullock managed to maintain her complexion so well.

Kinda boring these days.. planning to pack my stuffs tmr. Other than that... can't really think of anything else to do. how pathetic.

Eng told me bout the birthday celebration for Poh and Wen this sat. Not sure if im allowed to. Hope so i guess. Lookin foward to Friday. ^-^ Hope it goes well.

It was definitely a terrible day. One that i'll nvr wanna experience again..

My granddad was on the verge of breathing his last.
Aprreciate prayers from some brethrens.

Thank God! He was finally sent to the hospital.. Apparently.. Grandma and big aunt opposed the idea of doing so coz they thought he'll be "on his way" soon. So it'll be better for him to die at home with all of us by his side, rather than die on his way to the hospital without us..

Was a terrifying experience... gonna keep the experience to myself. I can't even speak to him. I dun even understd hokkien.. felt so helpless. It was like watching..waiting for him to breathe his last. for the last few hours.

Thank the Lord. His grace is measureless.

Geraldine and valarie was cycling with me at east coast park. Got an sms from Duanrong tellin me that Ah gong mite not be able to "make it". All i cud do was to cycle as fast as i cud, return the friggin bike and flag down a cab. Thank GOD!! The cab driver was real fast.

I guess and pray that he'll be alrite soon..

Made a silly lil quiz.. Guess u think u know Kareen Lee well enuff? Think again!

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050406073241-742206

Today was great fun. ^-^

Went for morning run with Gdine at the park dwnstairs. Plan was to walk to Ngee ann from our home.. That's just tooooooooo far!

Did five rounds today in 12 minutes! Whoo~! Improvement!!! So glad. Guess i'll try to do six rounds tmr in 16 minutes. ^-^

We made tuna sandwiches and baked potato for lunch.

Went to catch The Eye ten. Quite a funny show. A lil disturbing scenes here and there.

By the time the show ended, was still kinda early. And definitely hungry..

So.. i suggested we head bk to my home and cook spaghatti. Bought the groceries and came bk to my home.

The spaghetti was quite delicious if u ask me..

Kinda marinated with the smell of garlic and onion etc.. Guess im nt goin to church later.. Have to bathe agn.. and when i return home afterwards, ive to bathe agn.....

-.- that'll be a total of THREE times.. nah... guess i'd better stay home. Long day tmr...

Wasn't a wasted day. =)

Went for a run in the morning. Did 5 rounds in 20 minutes round the park. Hadnt realised how bad my stamina had become till i did running today!

*phew*

Hope to do 6 rounds in 20 minutes the next time.

Did some domestic chores... went to school. Met gdine and borrowed "Matilda" from the library to watch. Quite a nice story.
The movie isn't exactly the same from the book. Like.. Miss Honey is suppose to be wearing specs.. but the movie featured her as having long-sightedness! -.-

shall finish my books soon!

Have got an exciting date tmr. =) Lookin foward to it. Hopefully we wun lose our way though...

ArghXXX!! My fingers are itching non-stop!
They're "blisterified"!! So er sin!!


eeeew~~

So itchy...


Went to church in the morning. Bro Eddy was preaching bout "Why marriages Fail"

-.-

Not really directed at the youths.. Definitely not me. But there were some good points to tk note of. Will kp them in mind.

After that.. went tracting. We covered blocks 546 to 554. Weather was extremely hot! I felt as if i were melting!

went to Ruiqi's house to do the stuffs with the LF committe. Mom drove me home afterwards. Was suppose to go to dunno what nature walk with auntie frances and gang.. kinda beat. Besides, i wanted t finish reading "Little altars everywhere". Really a good pick. cracked me up a couple of times. Good thing i was reading at home....

changed the song to something more classical.

Greensleeves. =)

The first time i played.. I was simply mesmerised by it. Heex. Probably coz i was the one playing the song. Muahaha!

Hey, i wasn't lying. My teacher said "Good!" when i finished.

Maybe i shud go and find the tabs and notes and play it a lil more melodious. =)

Went shopping with Gdine. Bought quite some stuffs. Borrowed a book.

But what's nice was..
Checked my mail a few min ago.
i won a pair of tickets to the special preview of "The Pacifier".

didn't know who to ask. Was chattin with gdine on msn. So i told her bout it. And so, we're going together. =)

was feeling kinda anemic again.. Maybe i shud eat... LIVEr??? eeeks..

Itchy!

Woke up in the morning and my fingers start itching again. Arghx. I guess it's some allergy. Must be sumtin i ate or sumtin i applied. More of sumtin i ate. But what? I certainly havent the slightest clue. I only ate like.. Bread and lettuce and fruits for the past few days.

*scratch scratch*
Rashes. Unsightly, unlicomfortable. Eeks.. my fingers are YUCK..

Going shopping with Gdine later. Hai~

Exams are over. Domestic chores next on the list.

Today's friday. Hope it rains.